Landing Strip

I first cheated on my boyfriend about a month ago with a Pilot. This was of course after a very big fight which happened on my birthday. The asshole just ruined my day. So I came to the point of moving out of the house with the kid of course but he begged me to stay, asking for another chance. I have told him how I feel, that I do not love him anymore and I am not happy. It's his problem living with that fact every single day of his life if he really wants me to stay.  So I stayed, not because I pity him, but because of my kid, whom he loves so much and I think it would be unfair to take the kid away from him although we can always separate in amicable terms, seeing the kid everyday would be so much different than seeing him 3x a week or so... and I still want to try, yes.

But it's the same thing, still no sex, no romance, nothing.  As if nothing happened at all. So here I am still trying, but getting lonelier and lonelier everyday until I had this meeting with a client and a friend of his came over dinner to join us. Let's call him 'The Aviator'.

So The Aviator is not exactly young... he's in his mid forties (around 20 plus years older than me), but he's sexy, handsome and well dressed. So we talked for hours and hours until we ended up in his hotel room. But of course, we had to be inconspicuous with his friend around so he gave me the key and went there first. And I waited.

As I sate there waiting for the door to open, believe me for saying that there's a lot of things going inside my mind. I thought of just leaving the room and go back to my miserable love life but I stayed and waited more until it finally opened.

He was a gentleman, that's all I can say. I was very nervous and he can see that. He asked me why and I told him the truth, that I haven't had sex for 2 months or so.  And so he told me "Tonight, it's gonna be all you, ok?".  I didn't exactly know what he meant.  Then we had sex and he was doing all the work. He's the one pleasing me instead of doing it to each other and he whispered to me "you deserve it".  He made me come... which reminds me that I haven't actually come while having sex for the longest time. I couldn't even remember the last time I came. He taught me new things, well you know what they say about older men.

And so we cuddled, kissed and talked and that's when he told me that he is married and that he has a family and I told him that I have one too.

He's fond of photography so he took pictures of my ass (without the face of course!), according to him it's really beautiful (oohh! what a compliment!). He also told me how beautiful I am and how much he would have wanted to see me again the next time he lands in this country. So I said yes.

We only spent 4 hours in bed since I had to go home, I can't spend the night coz The Boyfriend will be freaking out for sure. I haven't been out all night long ever since we're together.

I supposed i should feel guilty about it but I didn't. I actually felt better, I felt good. I kept thinking, when will I have hot steamy sex again? I wanted more, too bad The Aviator is leaving in the morning.

And oh, of course not all sex is perfect right? So just in case you're wondering if there's anything bad about it, well there is one thing... He was wearing red briefs! Hahahaha it turned me off for awhile there but he was such a great kisser that i forgot about it.